limitless possibilities

I believe in the power of limitless possibilities.
But in this case it's not possible to go on anymore.
It's not possible to go to work thinking it's ok, I'm fine.
It's not possible to keep on trying to understand a friend who won't see the light.
It's not possible to tell myself that I'm not going through a tough time.
Because I am, and I've never felt so alone.
And the one person I expect to be beside me is nowhere to be found.

I sometimes see Dubai as a suicide mission.
Except I'm not allowed to die.
I'm going to survive wounded and traumatized.
But still I will survive.
And then I will appreciate limitless possibilities, the good ones.