I feel weak. Physically.
The work, lack of sleep, wine nights etc etc have taken their toll,
and any moment I can drop dead.
I've been tired for the past few weeks, but have never considered resting.
Why not? Mabye because I am restless inside,
and to calm that storm inside me I need to move around.
Does that make sense?

Yeah, maybe that's it.
And please, I am NOT trying to be profound again.
It's a shallow shallow feeling, like that time when I was really tired from a dance rehearsal, I wanted to just crash, but I couldn't sleep.
I couldn't stop thinking about something.
So I went ahead and did it, and it turned out to be such a big mess and a grave mistake, but I did it anwyay and I was able to sleep. In tears. But yeah, I still slept didn't I.