Monday, August 07, 2006

im in a rut!

I am often in a rut and I wonder what's eating me.

Most of the time I am distressed over something I cannot really identify. Somehow whatever it is that makes me sad remains in the dark. I had tried so many times to sit down, talkt to myself and name that one thing that always causes me to feel so low, but I usually end up getting more confused. More stressed.

You don't really just get out of a slump by lighting a candle and closing your eyes. When the candle dies and you open your eyes, you're back in the dark.

Maybe when I finally feel much better, I'll be able to name that sadness by determing what made me feel happy. Noh? Tingin mo?

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