another one about loneliness

I think this is making me old.
Older than I'm supposed to be.

Whenever I reach that place where I thought I could get rid of loneliness, guess what I always find.
More loneliness.

Not long ago I was striving to be happy even in the midst of being alone.
Why, in the process of doing so, do I feel sadder?

Obviously, I don't really need to be alone, and I will not, if I get help.

If you can just tell me where to find someone who will just stop me from wanting to be alone.