We should definitely accept that some things are just not meant for us, but it's also interesting to see how fun or ugly things will get if we continue to deny the truth.
Perhaps my life now is a reality show. how long will zeena endure this? let's find out on the next episode of... Original Zin. Haha ang baduy lang.
But i don't want my life to be a reality show. I want my life to be a party, where everyone is happy and free to come and go. That was my original plan. That was how I wanted to live my life.
Last night I wanted something and I didn't get it, and I resorted to acting like a brat, cajoling someone into doing something, then almost begging. And i silently gave up with a frown and a long long sigh of defeat. Sometimes I just want to slap myself in the face for doing such things. That ain't me. That ain't me at all, dawg!
Maybe I've just been tired the whole week. Now it's a sunshiny Sunday afternoon and I will have coffee alone in a while. Probably invite a friend or two or just listen to good music, or read a magazine, or write in my journal.
And get a pedicure. Wow, this is fun. I should do this at least once a week, have a Zeena day out.
I'm still bothered by last night's incidence.
TRIP ON LOVE Abra Moore
I let my guard down in the momentary lapse of emotion
It just slipped out and we both knew my heart could be broken
I said something I never intended to say, you stopped laughing
And I said do you feel alone in that way?
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone, do you make it tragic?
If you feel too much, do you start to panic?
When the word comes up, do you trip on love?
I just stood there, and expected another reaction.
Out of thin air came the strangest sense of satisfaction.
Can you tell me how you see me so well?
If you help me would you let me see that part of yourself?
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone, do you make it tragic?
If you feel too much, do you start to panic?
When the word comes up, do you trip on love?
Where do we go?
Do we say this means less than we know it does?
Please tell me.
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone, do you make it tragic?
If you feel too much, do you start to panic?
When the word comes up, do you trip on love?
When the word comes up, do you trip on love?
Don't you wanna love me no more?
I just wanna love you some more.
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Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with YOURSELF. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"
Episode: An American Girl in Paris (Part Deux)
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