That far. Yes, that far.
And there's no turning back.
Forward, always forward.
That's the only direction I want to go.
That far. So far I can't even see where I'm heading, but as long as I keep on going forward, my destination will not fail me.
It's going to be a place so wonderful I won't even miss Enchanted Kingdom.
:D
Winter is not so bad.
I like walking on the streets at 13 degrees.
I tend to hug myself tighter.
And that can't be bad.
My Tito Boy passed away last Saturday. He will be remembered for his thoughtfulness and sweetness. He used to swear at us for being late, but in less than a minute he would tell a joke and everyone would laugh. In a way he lived his life freely, eating pork and not minding his ailments. However I saw through him when I had the chance to sit down with him and talk about my gameplan.
I recall him telling me to go ahead with my Dubai plain two years ago, that fear was not an option and youth is an advantage anywhere in the world. Of course he was right, having lived in Hawaii for three decades and braving the land that was not his home. He will always be an inspiration to me. In memory of him, I will work harder and do my best in everything here. I will make him proud no matter what.
Those people who believe that they are capable of changing are meant to strive to become better versions of themselves. They don't have to put "world peace" on their list; instead they start with small things that have tremendous impact on how they perceive their new selves. It can be in the form of ceasing or starting to do something. Some vow to quit smoking, casual sex or eating chocolates. Others prefer to be more affirmative and take on good habits like praying more often, greeting people at work or learning a new skill. The bottom line is, they are confident that they can change for the better. Otherwise they wouldn't be setting goals for themselves. They understand that it is imperative to tweak the way they live to be happier. The smarter ones know they cannot transform overnight, and so they take baby steps, making sure that each one is achievable and would lead to the next one. And that's how they eventually become great. While what they are doing is truly admirable, it is not enough for us to become spectators. Great people who lived before us are still remembered because they continue to inspire the ones who are still on this earth. That's us. In my opinion, the only way to live is to become the best you can be, and there is no excuse for not trying. So here's to a better you and an even better me. Cheers!
Yes, along with Eminem, I'm cleaning out my closet.
I'm throwing away all the bad stuff: ATM receipts, unwashed forks, scratch paper, old cards, even my Altec Lansing earphones that won't perform.
I am throwing away everything which I think is ugly and useless. And I will keep all the things beautiful and dear to me. Things that I can use in my life in one way or another. Things that can make me smile, remind me of something nice, or give me an idea of how good it is to live life.
I am getting rid of bad vibes. I will take phone calls, answer emails, smile at new faces and refrain from holding grudges against anyone. Anyone at all.
2008 is different. Because I am older and inevtably wiser, thank you very much.
