YOU LOOK SO FINE by Garbage

You look so fine

I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over

It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over

I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know

You look so fine
Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through
Bleeding for you

I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We'll waste some time
You're the only one for me

You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave her behind
If you want to show me

I'm not like all the other girls
I won't take it like the other girls
I won't fake it like the other girls
That you used to know

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over
You're taking me over

Drown in me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show
Ending with letting go
Let's pretend, happy end

sunday morning call by oasis

Here's another sunday morning call
Yer hear yer head-a-banging on the door
Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl
Into a day that couldn't give you more
But what for?
And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But i'm not sure if it ever works out right
But it's ok.
It's alright
When yer lonely and you want to hear
The little voices in your head at night
You will only sniff away the tears
So you can dance until the morning light
At what price
And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But i'm not sure if it ever works out right
But it's ok.
It's alright
And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
And i'm not sure if it'll ever, ever, ever work out right
Will it ever, ever, ever work out right?
Cos it never, never, never works out right

breast wishes

i am a big fan of boobs. actually an aspirant.
i don't really want gigunda parachutes hanging down my chest.
i just want bigger breasts so i can look good in clothes that show off my cleavage, which i'm still trying to look for right now .
i don't want silicone implants.
i dont want socks or monay.

i want my breasts to grow until they're a decent 34 B.

because my hips are so loving the attention.

how do i do that?

i must, i must.....

see you around

a song for lye, jel, elaine, bridge, dodi, ces, dan, bheng, inggo, cookie, lenni, melo....

afternoons
dirty coffee mugs
cigarette break small talks
anything to keep my mind off

loneliness
it's eating me alive
this isn't what i want
i'm sure there's something else

coz i am tired
of making up excuses
for all my fears and worries
i'm sure you know what i mean

so run into me down the hall
stop and ask me how i've been
light my smoke and tell me
you'll see me around

rain rain
make it go away
to come again another day
together with the fun

coz i am tired
of making up excuses
for all my fears and worries
i'm sure you know what i mean

so run into me down the hall
stop and ask me how i've been
light my smoke and tell me
you'll see me around

so when they look for me
i'm nowhere to be found
and when you come for me
i'll stop running around

let's have a beer on the 13th floor
joke about this dead end boredom
hum a few familiar songs
and it's all right

i can sleep sound tonight

no worries

Laughter is not at all a bad beginning for a friendship, and it is far the best ending for one.
--Oscar Wilde

The best blush to use is laughter: It put roses in your cheeks and in your soul. --Linda Knight

Laughter is an instant vacation. --Milton Berle

best weekend in months

cavite.
cookie's house.
judge icasiano.
tons of food.
ukay.
coffee (and the brand new coffee maker).
chika fatale.
pinoy big bridget.
rain.
road trip.
laugh trip.
vic sotto and ruby rodriguez.
joed's mega disco.
zeena.
lye.
jel.
elaine.
bridge.
cookie.
nix.
lenni.
again on october 12.
abangan!

23 ways to live life at 23 (in no particular order)

1. lose the fats
2. give a damn. already!
3. map out long-term career plans
4. start saving for the future
5. fight aging
6. pay at least one bill
7. be in a serious relationship
8. read good books
9. listen to good music
10. write good songs
11. journal entry about self-assessment
12. be completely financially independent
13. have a fitness routine
14. be spiritual
15. establish connections
16. appear on TV
17. travel
18. learn to say "no"
19. say yes when i need to
20. get acquainted with the notion of responsibility
21. unconditional self-love
22. strive to be and look fabulous
23. show some attitude

my kind of women

i've always loved music.
i admire women who make music and are not afraid to express their happiness, sadness, vulnerability, angst and concern through meaningful lyrics and enchanting melodies.
and so i have created a posse, through which every member's principles and tunes i live by.


here's to the girl who has always been beautiful. period. whether donned in a dress or a shabby ensemble, she just radiates this timeless beauty that captivates me.
you picked me like a cherry
and i don't understand
and it killed me with a craving
and i don't understand


where can you find a girl as cool her. she sings about failure in love and life--- how she always ends up getting hurt and getting shortchanged in relationships. she belts out her emotions for everyone to hear, and still she is the desire of every man, even commitment-phobics.
don't let it go away
this feeling has got to stay
don't let it go away
this feeling has got to stay
and i can't believe i've had this chance now
don't let it go away


i've always wanted to be like her. she yodels, and everyone listens. her powerful voice gets her emotions across. and i am one of those who are still being touched by her old records. there is no one like her in this world.
can't you see me? can't you hear me? can't you see me standing there?
my identity. has it been taken? is my heart breaking?
all my plans, fell through my hands
all dreams suddenly seem empty.........


she made me see being misunderstood as a way of life. sometimes i wish i could be as twisted and famous as her so i can get away with anything. never have i witnessed angst and troubledness transform into good music.
i feel the horses
coming galloping
i will never grow old i'll go to heaven tonight


her face is angelic, her tunes are groovy, and her lyrics are frank. all the absurdities of life captured in one favorite song of mine.
the night is on edge now hanging low against the tide
the world is at its best now when the loveless ones collide
it's a long night, a beautiful night
we were the first leftovers of the night


the most successful leo, as far as i'm concerned. the chameleon, the goddess. she has changed her look and lifestyle a million times, which i plan to do when i finally believe in myself. and that's what she's here for: to inspire me to do that!
the face of you
my subsitute for love
my substitute for love
should i wait for you?
my substitute for love
my subsitute for love

every night i listen to their music.
i thought that it was my way to escaping myself.
but i realized that it was really the key to knowing myself better.
and waiting for the these women in me to come out.

tribal tots

tribal tots

zeena's days out

I love easy days. Coffee, cigarettes and a good time. Sometimes I forget that life's cheap thrills are the key to productivity at work. When I am energized and I have dusted off all the tension and stress with a pedicure and a good laugh, I am once again ready to jump into the arena where I can be eaten alive a.ka. office.


BEAUTY DAY OUT WITH FIFI!!!






I WAS SUNNY'S PERSONAL ASSISTANT WHEN SHE AUDITIONED FOR WAZZUP WAZZUP AS A TADJOCK!


TOTS AND ME A FEW HOURS BEFORE OUR MONTHSARY




BRIDGE AND ME CHATTING THE AFTERNOON AWAY WHILE DISCUSSING OUR CAREER OPTIONS...